I posted a huge post the other night, felt bad for dumping that on you who read my blog, and deleted it again. It was a four-page letter that I wrote to my husband with no intention of sending it. It all boiled down to a few very simple questions, for which I really need answers.
What makes this time different? Why should I believe that it's really over this time, when he lied to me about it really being over the first time I found out? May I please have her address so that I can go confront her if it happens again? (Since I can't remember how to get to her house, from the time that he wanted her to see our son's Halloween costume and actually had me take him trick or treating AT HER HOUSE. YES, I do feel like a fool for that one!)
My treadmill is here. I'm not fast. I can't walk for long. But I do what I can do. I'm taking chromium and cinnamon, and have been doing that for almost 2 weeks. I'm still reading and researching and trying to figure out what to do to fix my body without including big pharma.
And for today... I will not cry.
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